Work

The following post was written yesterday, about 26-27 hours ago. Things might've changed, but I decided to post it anyway. Enjoy!:

So, I've been working a lot lately. It's not really a good job for me. Been in it for two and a half week now. Haven't made a single dime. I'm not a good salesman. I mean, I believe in my product, I deeply do, but really...I can't fucking make a single sale!

I want to work somewhere else. Some place new. Not new as in "have no fucking clue where that office is", but as in new environment. New job. Really. I'm much better at guidance, than I am at convincing. I only convince myself any good, and I'm even bad at that.

Why I haven't been blogging? Well...I know I said I'd probably post a lot now, but really, I don't seem to have the time and/or the energy for it lately. I work late, I get home even later, I'm exhausted every single day, and I wake up feeling worse every day.

Hopefully, this time in a week, I'll be positioned in a new job. I frankly don't see myself still in this one, at least. That much is sure. It's hard getting up every day to get knocked down and end up a bit of a joke to everyone else.